Dear best friend...

“You can be the peanut butter to my jelly, you can be the hero and I can be the psychic…. you are the apple to my pie, you are the straw to my berry.”

Dear best friend

You may not know this but I am writing when you are just two meters away from me, just so close to you and yet, I wanted to write to you. I don’t think I have written anybody so much text messages via phone, facebook and via chit chat service i.e. the short notes that we passed each other when we were in the classes or when we wrote each other to express ourselves in a better form of communication.

I still remember the first time we met; it was just an occasional hello just around the corner across the classrooms that we used to take during our prep classes for entrance. I had hardly ever talked to you that time. And, the next time we met, we talked and talked. The third time, we met, we agreed to become roommates. To be honest, I remember I did have second thoughts about us being together, I didn’t much know you. But, I did make an assumption of you being a silent and shy girl (and somehow I was correct too…)

I never knew the initial awkward conversations would now turn to be a never-ending-bond. And, it’s unimaginable how you became so close to me. The relationship that we share can’t just be described in words. Words can’t just do justice to our being. Somewhere I knew, we were meant to be best friends. Best friends who have always been together and are always ready to be side on side for each other.

We speak. We talk. We chat. We laugh. We cry. We loved. We broke. We ride. We sit. We watch. We cook. We enjoy. We shop. We bargain. We share. We depart and we reconcile. live side by side. Share the craziest secrets.

It’s at these times that I begin to realize that you were always the one who knew the deepest of the darkest secrets of mine, and I had always wanted you to be the first person to know anything that’s freshly new about me. That’s how I am. That’s how I still want to carry it with me for the rest of my life. Your innocence and your soft talks always made me wonder whether or not such people too existed on earth. Seriously!!! And, I still can’t believe you do. He he…

The bond that we share is just amazing, we share our stuffs, and we share our thoughts in the most utmost way without any kind of hesitation without having to worry about what the other person thinks or without even being worried about being judged about how we are. It’s amazing how we just stop talking at the stupidest things and re-talk our stupidity and wonder how we felt without being with each other. I guess, that’s how the bond just grew stronger. We never had to worry about hurting each other because we were always hurting. ;)

How the smallest of the small things affect us and how the tiniest of the tiny things makes us happy!!  That’s how we have always been…So alike and yet so different.

I glance back at the past five years that we have spent together and I just feel so blessed to have you all the time. the times when I just couldn’t hold myself back, times when I had broken down, times when my tears broke apart, when nothing in this world felt right, times when you were the only one to let me feel that I was capable of more than what I deserve. The one who lifted my head when I was losing myself, The one who happens to know who really I am (even I do not much know about me).

And, with this post, I would like to thank you for everything. For being the one to listen to all my non-stop guffaws. Thank you for always having me even when I am so cold and indifferent, Thank you for being kind, adorable, loving and caring buddy. Thank you for everything..

Lots of love..

Yours loving bff