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It’s hard to see you in pain

It’s hard to see things fall in vain

Yet, a hope of better future

For you and for me…

A game of love

Under the canopy of clouds

On the blistering cold night

A last date

And a last chance

To tell how much you meant to me

Waited for so long

But, no shadow appeared

Before my eyes

The bizarre winds

Carried all my memories

And, blew my thoughts away…

Few words of commitment

Few words of expectations

You took everything away

You had been my life

And now, when you aren’t near

I lost everything that I owned

Is this the reliance that I paid??

I was just another game with whom you played!!!!!

IT'S TIME..

"It seems like it's the end, however, it's not the end and we just fail to realize that what we have been calling an end, is likely to be the beginning for many new things of our life..."

Well, I have spent about a quarter of my life in here, and as far as i can remember, it has changed me, changed for good. I had always been a restrictive and reserved person. I still call myself to be self-centred but not so complete. This place has made me who I always aspired to be. A person who could help others in need. A person who is always there for anybody who wants a helping hand in terms of health and beyond.

Four years back, i recall myself as an impatient, too emotional to handle (which i still am), and immature being. I may be still immature but my  maturity has still heightened in these years. hehe..

The initial days had been terrible. A perfectly new place, new faces, completely new course. Everything was completely new for all of us. We were wondering how life would be hereafter. Looking back at the chapters of our lives, it was not so easy for all of us.

We had to learn, re-learn the facts i.e.anatomy and physiology of how all the different systems worked in our body. We had to deal with the cadavers, instruments, solid organs and the little of the little things that never was a prime importance in our lives. We dealt with micro organisms, the causative factor for the most of the diseases that runs in the communities. We all were scared but, in the end, we all made it. It was the enthusiasm and passion that led to "being who we are" at the moment.

During the course of these four years, we had to face lots of troubles like the demise of our favorite teacher who not only inspired us to be good health professionals but also a good human being. We all considered her to be an idol, who always carried a caring and nurturing attitude. She loved us and always wanted us to be good human beings. Physiology would never have been not so tough!! Thank you ma'm!!

Finally, it's time that we all would get departed in a few days time. And, it does feel terrible!!
however, I wish everyone of us a bright future ahead!!
Let us join the venture for a new world!!! :-)

Dear best friend...

“You can be the peanut butter to my jelly, you can be the hero and I can be the psychic…. you are the apple to my pie, you are the straw to my berry.”

Dear best friend

You may not know this but I am writing when you are just two meters away from me, just so close to you and yet, I wanted to write to you. I don’t think I have written anybody so much text messages via phone, facebook and via chit chat service i.e. the short notes that we passed each other when we were in the classes or when we wrote each other to express ourselves in a better form of communication.

I still remember the first time we met; it was just an occasional hello just around the corner across the classrooms that we used to take during our prep classes for entrance. I had hardly ever talked to you that time. And, the next time we met, we talked and talked. The third time, we met, we agreed to become roommates. To be honest, I remember I did have second thoughts about us being together, I didn’t much know you. But, I did make an assumption of you being a silent and shy girl (and somehow I was correct too…)

I never knew the initial awkward conversations would now turn to be a never-ending-bond. And, it’s unimaginable how you became so close to me. The relationship that we share can’t just be described in words. Words can’t just do justice to our being. Somewhere I knew, we were meant to be best friends. Best friends who have always been together and are always ready to be side on side for each other.

We speak. We talk. We chat. We laugh. We cry. We loved. We broke. We ride. We sit. We watch. We cook. We enjoy. We shop. We bargain. We share. We depart and we reconcile. live side by side. Share the craziest secrets.

It’s at these times that I begin to realize that you were always the one who knew the deepest of the darkest secrets of mine, and I had always wanted you to be the first person to know anything that’s freshly new about me. That’s how I am. That’s how I still want to carry it with me for the rest of my life. Your innocence and your soft talks always made me wonder whether or not such people too existed on earth. Seriously!!! And, I still can’t believe you do. He he…

The bond that we share is just amazing, we share our stuffs, and we share our thoughts in the most utmost way without any kind of hesitation without having to worry about what the other person thinks or without even being worried about being judged about how we are. It’s amazing how we just stop talking at the stupidest things and re-talk our stupidity and wonder how we felt without being with each other. I guess, that’s how the bond just grew stronger. We never had to worry about hurting each other because we were always hurting. ;)

How the smallest of the small things affect us and how the tiniest of the tiny things makes us happy!!  That’s how we have always been…So alike and yet so different.

I glance back at the past five years that we have spent together and I just feel so blessed to have you all the time. the times when I just couldn’t hold myself back, times when I had broken down, times when my tears broke apart, when nothing in this world felt right, times when you were the only one to let me feel that I was capable of more than what I deserve. The one who lifted my head when I was losing myself, The one who happens to know who really I am (even I do not much know about me).

And, with this post, I would like to thank you for everything. For being the one to listen to all my non-stop guffaws. Thank you for always having me even when I am so cold and indifferent, Thank you for being kind, adorable, loving and caring buddy. Thank you for everything..

Lots of love..

Yours loving bff

A Tale Unsaid..

My heart sank

The tears rolled down

For the last time,

The pain disappeared

My life, full of despair

Found its breath in you                                      

The lovely path

Of existence in Us...

Everything in life

-_-

Is not free…

And, that’s what you told me.

I lied awake

In that dark night

My voice remained unheard

My thoughts, uncared

The yellow sands of time

Hovering me all around…

I did not know,

The fate of sorrows

For, I had to go on…

Time set its path

But, the moment paused

Enveloped by the mystery

Of silence and dark,

I could not hear any say

For, I had gone too far

In the road of life

That I treaded for myself

The day I was loved,

I felt your warmth

Love had never been alive

For, we were always apart.

The ruthless weather

Howling of winds

Cruelty lives underneath…

Let go off these hardships

For, I have a bruise under my feet…